but a lot has gone down in the last two months. I totally fell for a stupid boy and all his bullshit and he dragged a shitload of drama into my life that i seriously did not need. and the worst part is I don't hate him for it. not only because you know i fell for his prick ass but because i got some amazing things out of it.
1: experience. let's hope i stop picking fucking deuche bags for boyfriends.
2: i got to punch him in the face atleast once and even though i dont think it was nearly hard enough it felt really good to release a lot of pent up agressiveness so im a lil more layed back^^
3: my new oneechan Scooter^^ he is physically male and my friend but he is a total girlie inside and wehave decided we are sisters^^
4: a new buddy mikki whom has become a part of my solid friends group along with Celia and cassidy! we all have our skeleton key necklaces and commence in being awesome together^^
so yeah, it was kind of HELL but im alright. i dont have art to upload today cuz i have nothing new on my flashdrive cuz i gotta scan it all. if i owe you a commission im so VERY VERY VERY sorrry but chances are i either wont do it orrrrr it will not be done for a while
onto more light hearted topics. My new buddy Mikki has a stalker at school and every morning we act like covert spys in order to avoid him... which sounds mean but the alternative is telling him he is creepy and he has a condition so that feels worse... :/ it is kind of helarious though (so sorry to mikki but it IS) also she may teach me guitar over the summer which would be AWESOME. my prick ex boyfriend was gonna teach me but obviously THAT ship has sailed.... is it weird i know so many guitar players? also a few weeks or more ago i went to pops and saw tribute bands for Van Halen and Bad Company which was pretty awesome if i do say so myself. the tribute for Van Halen was Mean Street and the one for Bad Company was Burning Sky. i may be going to warped tour and or pointfest this year sooooooo if you know you're gonna be there or might be going you should message me! EOC's have come and gone thankyou God! but we still have finals but im pretty sure there are only two weeks of school left!
well my lovely, kind and talented people if you actually read all this you're amazing cuz sadly i do not read all the journals that go through my messages. i prolly will once i start getting on regurly (?) again but until then im not going to go through like 72 journal STACKS when i get on. its too much. anyway I LOVE YOU all so much. really i do^^ have an amazingly wonderful day. live long and prosper. ^-^











